perfect little dream
the kind that hurts the most
forgot how it feels
well almost
no one to blame
always the same
open my eyes
wake up (x5) in flames

it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize?
it took you to make me see the light

smashed up my sanity
smashed up my integrity
smashed up what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me
smashed up my everything
smashed up all that was true
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do

covered in hope
and vaseline
still cannot fix
this broken machine
watching the hole
it used to be mine
just watching it burn
in my steady systematic decline
of the trust
i will betray
give it to me
i throw it away
after everything i've done
i hate myself for what i've become

it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize?
it took you to make me see the light

smashed up my sanity
smashed up my integrity
smashed up what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me
smashed up my everything
smashed up all that was true
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do

i tried
i gave up (x8)

smashed up my sanity
smashed up my integrity
smashed up what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me
smashed up my everything
smashed up all that was true
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do

smashed up my sanity (throw it away)
smashed up my integrity (throw it away)
smashed up what i believed in (throw it away)
smashed up what's left of me (throw it away)
smashed up my everything (throw it away)
smashed up all that was true (throw it away)
gonna smash myself to pieces (throw it away)
i don't know what else to do (throw it away)