so impressed with all you do
tried so hard to be like you
flew too high and burnt the wing
lost my faith in everything

lick around divine debris
taste the wealth of hate in me
shedding skin succumb defeat
this machine is obsolete

made the choice to go away
drink the fountain of decay
tear a hole exquisite red
fuck the rest and stab it dead

broken bruised forgotten sore
too fucked up to care anymore
poisoned to my rotten core
too fucked up to care anymore

in the back off the side
far away is a place
where i hide
where i stay
tried to say
tried to ask i needed
to all alone by myself
where were you?

how could i ever think it's funny
how everything that
swore it wouldn't change is different
now just like you

would always say we'll make it through
then my head fell apart
and where were you?

how could i ever think it's funny
how everything you swore would
never change is different
now like you said you and me make it
through didn't quite fell apart
where the fuck were you